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							[Holga] São João / For Lisa						
						
							Happy Birthday, dear Lisa B.  I think we should go and get a meia de leite and sit in this old square of mine.  (If the old men are there playing checkers we can just wait until they are done.)  Alright?  Alright.  I am glad you are my friend.						
												
																					
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								October 22, 2008							
							
						
						
				
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							I Remember Having a Rockstar for a Roommate, 2005-2006						
						
							Jasmin Jones, Triplet rockstar, undercover.  I do love her. [Holga] Malveira da Serra, Portugal 07-2008						
												
																					
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								September 20, 2008							
							
						
						
				
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							I Remember the Playfulness of the Sky						
						
							[Holga] Portugal 07-2008						
												
																					
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								September 17, 2008							
							
						
						
				
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							I Remember Not Knowing Where My Feet Were Going Next						
						
							And I played a handy game of calm trust –> freak out –> calm again –> really sizable freak out –> exhale.  I found, quickly, that I was not really alone.  The truth is, in spite of my animated freak attacks, there were plenty of families, strangers, and words.  Each to each, they all enfolded […]						
												
																					
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								September 16, 2008							
							
						
						
				
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							I Remember Bread on Thursdays						
						
							I distinctly remember this day, in 2006.  And I remember writing about it as my first blog post, ever.  Tears poured down my face, on both occasions.  (This was fitting.) In those days, I often said things like, “my heart hurts.”   All the same, I remember when a wise little one wrote me a song/poem on a white […]						
												
																					
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								September 15, 2008							
							
						
						
				
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							I Remember When They Dreamed For Me, in 2004						
						
							Around the days of my twenty-fifth birthday, I was feeling pretty broken.  Deep inside my self, a multitude of things were being uprooted and healed and dusted off.  And this was exhasuting. I remember saying to my flatmates, Jane and Rachel, “I need you to help me dream again.”  I said it through tears, not […]						
												
																					
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								September 8, 2008							
							
						
						
				
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							I Remember Learning That Prayer Ought Not Be Boring						
						
							It happened in a tiny room, on the second floor of an office, in 2004.  We’d transformed a veritable four-walled cubicle into a cathedral, as we set aside a space for our first 24-7 prayer experiment.   And I learned that when a community attempts to cover every hour in prayer–for one full week–that things happen.  […]						
												
																					
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								September 6, 2008							
							
						
						
				
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							I Remember São João, Apt. 2 Esquerda						
						
							I remember listening to this song with you as we ate long meals together, well after 21:00. I remember living much of this song as we spent those days and years of our early middle twenties in Portugal. It was hard, and it was good.  And there were others who crowded ’round that table with […]						
												
																					
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								September 3, 2008							
							
						
						
				
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							[17 Juhlo]						
						
													
												
																					
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								July 17, 2008							
							
						
						
				
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							[15 Juhlo]						
						
							Sintra, Portugal. Quinta da Regaleira.						
												
																					
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								July 15, 2008							
							
						
						
				
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							Bemvinda						
						
							Portugal is as unassuming as I remembered her. I’ve been welcomed back into the arms of strong jasmine, eighty cent coffees, and unpretentious beauty. It will be nice to perhaps move back here, one day.						
												
																					
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								July 14, 2008							
							
						
						
				
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							I Love Too Many Time Zones						
						
							Here I am in London on a heinous seven-hour lay-over on my way to Lisbon. I have that happy nausea feeling that comes from the sketch-sleep you get on aeroplanes, or from collegiate all-nighters.   (Or maybe it is the man sitting five, six, seven, eight seats away from me with his shoes off.  His […]						
												
																					
								Jenelle							
														
																						
														
							
														
								July 13, 2008